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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007

Subject:Sometimes
Time:5:12 pm.
I really just wish everyone would leave me alone.
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Tuesday, June 19th, 2007

Subject:Highlights of my day:
Time:12:53 am.
1) Waking up with my feet on my pillow and my head at the foot of the bed.

2) Finding out that our water heater was being replaced and that we had no running water.

3) Seeing the plumber, who was, at a conservative estimate, 6'2" and 220lbs, kiss his dog on the lips.
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Thursday, December 28th, 2006

Subject:goodie goodie gumdrops!
Time:8:14 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Why do we always keep around the people who hurt us? And why does this one always get away with it? He ain't all a that.

On an unrelated note, we have guests staying with us. The guy, Al, is okay. The woman makes me want to hit her in the face with a cutting board. Note to Marsha: painting your acrylic nails mauve is not stylish. Also, looking through all the rooms in someone's house without being invited to is rude.
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Tuesday, December 5th, 2006

Time:6:57 pm.
You know when you start your day with a bowl of Jell-O while watching Blind Date that it's going to be very, very strange.

I had an intense crush on the Deal or No Deal guy until I just found out that he's like 50. Actually, I still have a crush on him, because I'm a sick fuck.

Finals kill. I don't like working or doing research. I don't like riding my bike very much, because people here go about 543 mph on the bike paths. I found out today that riding your bike in a skirt is difficult, until I just gave up and decided to let the goodies show.

I haven't really met any guys in Santa Barbara, and I'm not really thinking that I will. When I took my vow of celibacy with Paris Hilton, I didn't know that it would be because I had no choice. I refuse men that are subpar.

I love Jell-O.
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Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006

Time:6:18 pm.
So, I'm pretty sick. Usually when I get sick it comes and goes pretty quickly.. but this time, no such luck. I feel pretty shitty. Hot and cold flashes, fever, fatigue, and absolutely no appetite. I went to the doctor and was informed that I might have mono.. great! The problem with mono is that it can last about a month. I really don't have the patience to be sick for that long.

And, I'm pretty bummed that my loss of appetite is coinciding with Thanksgiving, the day of the best food ever in the whole universe. :( Maybe I'll manage to down some stuffing!
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Thursday, October 19th, 2006

Subject:Why am I so
Time:4:04 pm.
f-ing emo lately?

I'm having trouble finding a job (no one wants to hire me because I'm going home for Thanksgiving), my shit got stolen, don't like my classes, don't like the boys, problems with boy at home, just a lot of grrrrrr feelings.

I really, really need a job.

Like, really.

Or, if anyone wants to pay me for like.. being pretty, I could do that. Let's say $25/hr?
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Saturday, October 7th, 2006

Subject:I hate college...
Time:8:57 pm.
Mood: pessimistic.
my video iPod AND my camera got stolen out of my apartment last night. who the fuck steals shit from other people's houses? I'm so upset.. I don't even know if I should tell my parents or not. AGGGGHHH people are such assholes. I'm starting to have a really negative viewpoint. I wish I was a more positive person, but it seems like a disproportionate amount of bad things happen to me considering that I'm a pretty nice person. I honestly never want to have a party again if the people here are that shady.

..I'm ready for something good to happen.
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Friday, September 29th, 2006

Subject:just tonight;
Time:2:23 am.
I must be emo.
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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006

Subject:I have a lot of feelings
Time:2:47 pm.
I feel sick

I don't want to leave

I miss writing

I miss nice boys

I hate packing

I guess I never realized I was actually leaving.
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Monday, September 4th, 2006

Subject:Packing woes
Time:8:51 pm.
Today I tried to pack my underwear, and I realized it won't all fit in one box. Does that seem a little ridiculous to anyone else?
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Saturday, September 2nd, 2006

Subject:scurred
Time:1:04 pm.
I feel like all the bad feelings I've had for the past two years just came bubbling up and attacked my poor unsuspecting brain. I was doing pretty well at pretending this move was not a big transition. I fooled myself into thinking I wasn't scared. Truth? Even though I know I'm ready, I'm still scared shitless. All I want to do is curl up and spoon.

Therre are so many good things about Santa Barbara, it's basically like paradise. It's gorgeous. Everyone is ridiculously friendly, mostly because they're drunk all the time. But you can't trust anyone, not really. It's such a mindfreak.

I know everything will turn out okay. I think right now I just need good times with good friends. And probably some really good food.
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Saturday, July 29th, 2006

Subject:some stuff
Time:10:56 pm.
I went down to SB this weekend for orientation. It was funa nd I was really glad to see Kat, but honestly I don't feel like I have learned anything. I'm just as confused as I was before. Of course I knew that there wouldn't be some nice cushy welcome like they have for freshmen, but I seriously feel like I know nothing. gah.

I still haven't re-connected with my possible soul mate, but there are plenty of others who could take his place. sadly, I have not met them yet.

My apartment is beautiful and new. It has carpet, which I have wanted my whole life. It's the kind you can squish your toes around in. You can tell which building is mine by the giant, inflatable Bacardi bottle on the house next door. Suffice it to say that my mother is simultaenously scared and excited (if only because now she has an excuse to go to the beach a lot).

If spending three days with my mom has taught me anything, it's that it's definitely time to move out. I love her, but I need to get away.

luckily, I am. yay!
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Friday, March 31st, 2006

Subject:So I'm
Time:12:44 am.
going to Cabo tomorrow! let's all hope I come home safe and STD-free. (f you know what I gave up for Lent, you know this will be a breeze.)

I miss you all already... hahahah SIKE! I don't miss you at all. It's going to be awesome. but you can see pictures when I come back!
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Saturday, March 18th, 2006

Subject:News
Time:1:57 pm.
1. I'm going to Cabo

2. I have no men

3. I love excuses to drink.
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005

Subject:Yaaaay!
Time:6:54 pm.
I LOVE CHRISTMAAAAS!!! <3
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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005

Time:8:42 am.
I hate waking up worried. I have too much to squeeze into too little time.

Yiiiikes.
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

Subject:Alll I can say is..
Time:9:06 pm.
...oops.
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005

Subject:I'm trying not to ruin the one thing I believe in
Time:6:22 pm.
This has been a week/month full of disasters, random events, and things that made me think a little harder than I usually like to. I wonder if I'll remember this point fondly in 20 years. Sometimes I feel like I know everything, and sometimes I feel like I know nothing. I think the latter is probably the truth. Who really knows anything anyway?

I cut my hair.
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005

Subject:Friends + Party + SB = Luuuuuuuvey stuff
Time:9:13 pm.
Some pictures for your pleasure... behold, me very drunk! Woohoo!

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BTW, my mom totally figured out I had a party. Whoops. I forgot how anal retentive she is. Well, to her knowledge it was 7 people and we didn't drink. Bless my lies.
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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005

Subject:when can i see you
Time:4:27 pm.
I'm so bored. Already.



AGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! I am such a biotch with certain things. I miss all my friends. Sucks that some of them don't return your calls. I feel like summer is almost over and I've done pretty much nothing. I want to go to the gym more, I want to move out, I want to see Chelsea, I want a new phone, I want my paycheck, I want to talk to Talia, I want a guy that I can't have (surprise surprise!), and I want to want the guy that I have more than I do. I mean, I like him, but.... there are just already so many little problems. Shouldn't we be annoyingly happy the first few weeks of our relationship? Isn't it supposed to be like that? That's how I remember it. Maybe I should be less picky.

In the meantime I will make myself happy by putting new pictures on myspace!
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